@_@ im so f***ing tired.....hasnt been a really good day, specially since keane is being a huge ass to me right now.
o dont worry about it, u haf fun sleeping while i clean the whole room all by myself.
u wish. u so wish. im leaving it the way u left it. i aint touching it....even if i get so annoyed looking at it. if only it were just that. he seems to haf the right to constantly bitch at me for everything i do while trying to clean. no right to talk to me like that, no right, so why should i talk to u at all u jerk? course not, no, i dont think so. so fine, storm away like a ten-yr old all the way to ur room. mommy's not gonna follow
hey - um, i dunno, did u ever THINK there was a reason i wasnt talking to u? maybe, just maybe it was cuz u were being an ass. o and u even made urself even more of an ass by leaving me down here to clean all by myself. haf a nice rest, haf a nice rest.
and no im not upset, im tired of being upset. im mad, very very mad, for example i could b saying a whole bunch of swear words about u but i aint...and u kno watz funny itz mostly cuz im AFRAID that ur gonna get mad at me.
oooooooook, and ur prob gonna get mad at me for everything i just said. I DONT CARE. GET MAD. im not gonna fucking bend over for u cuz u didnt get enuff sleep.
uh...and yeah sry ppl that u had to read this. i just needed a way to vent *yawns*
sucks
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thanks for all ur support tim, we're on better terms now ...we decided to just drop the issue.
but yeh x_X i guess the whole thing was kinda silly, but ....:F....when i think about it.
ne wayz...thx for ur advice, much appreciated, and yeah i played GW for a while after that post and got my mind off of it. =)
11:06 am
Life is a constant reality; all things are constantly moving and changing. No identifiable characterstic can endure over time. Clinging to the past will only bring pain and suffering. *sometimes* You wrote your post, and now its become the past. Unforunately, its not deleted. *in the way that the memory would serve no more hurt*
Ack...trying to think and speak hurts...*rubs temple* I don't even think that made sense to me.
Find your balance if you haven't found it. I won't say some quote about keeping spirits up b/c I'm not into that. You should have a funny memory to call upon to change the mood, it works.
I don't Rei, I know this event has passed and I'm just coughing up dumb stuff, and sourly philosophizing *was studying* but I really don't know what to say. be happy? Forget about it? make up? What can I say? I have no idea, b/c couples fight, I don't think anything I say will help. I don't even have experience. Sorry mano,expect me to be silent in these kind of things, I never was the type to adivce people and help.
11:04 pm
I'm the kind of person who can either hold a grudge or lay the cards on the table with a harsh fight, oh shit...sorry talking about myself. *idiot, inconsiderate>mutters to self*
Um..you can choose to keep spinning the same wheel or choose another one. *hint*
Life sucks, huh?
Btw, I think my comments may have sounded mean, I constantly kept reading them to check, if I've offended you in any way, just send me evil mean pictures.
11:11 pm
lmao...itz ok. and i understand wat ur trying to say...i think. i dunno sometimes i consider "spinning a different wheel" in fact it crosses my mind a lot, but whenever ive gotten close to doing this it just hurts too much
im not sure...dunno, time stands still and i wait.
-_-;
but ...u didnt sound mean. and, thx for saying something at least :P
everythings ok now (of course)
and itz ok if u dunno wat to say.
9:59 pm
cool cool, i know it was worked out b4 i said anyway...but i guess not saying nothing at all would prob. be kinda mean. Things always hurt no matter what. Question is, do you still wanna keep that same hurt?
5:32 pm
well usually i like to let things ride..and "go w/ the flow" see how things turns out.
but ive considered my life and my options, wat my life would be like if me and him werent together. ive weighed out the pros and cons, and the pros keep me with him. i kno thatz a bad way to look at it, but considering wat i had been thru i find it ...well, necessary.
ne way...watz life w/out a lil hardship eh? least im not starving in a pit or soemthing.
haha. and at least i got u guys. in fact, that's wat keeps me going.
=)
3:07 pm
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